I opened up to Pip today that I have been smoking, telling him about the abstinence project for my Ways of Knowing: Alcohol & Drug Addictions class. I spend the day smoking, and today I do it without shame. I feel relief at having been mostly honest about my sneaky smoking, and I prepare myself for tomorrow.
I did some school work today – my first assignment was due, so it’s a good thing! I also created a school calendar so I can easily see what is due when. Of course, I’m nervous I didn’t do it correctly! Anyhoo, I’m having difficulty focusing on school because I’m putting so much energy into focusing on the tea party! I’m so excited. About both, really, so I better get with it (re: school) tomorrow!